Sometimes I don't wanna...

do anything! yes it's been one of those days, where I just don't care! Poor Alana's taking the brunt of it, eating out of paper bowls and wearing the same thing as yesterday. Good thing she's so easy going and doesn't care.

I found out that I have to have another D & C this week sometime - not really looking forward to that. My HCG levels (that's the hormone that's called the pregnancy hormone) should be around zero since it's been over a month that I had our angel baby but instead in a week it only went down ten points to 145. This means that there is some placenta left in my uterus that is producing the hormone and needs to be removed. The doctors have said it's because we tried to keep the baby instead of aborting it right away. Once the baby lost all the amniotic fluid the placenta kinda "grabbed" on to the inside of my uterus more than normal and some of it stayed really stuck and they missed it the first time. So back I go. The doctors office just called too, I go in at 11am tomorrow. So fun...